I really, really like a boy. But he’s straight edge and I drink a lot, he’s shy and I’m loud, he lives in a different town.

He’s the most beautiful human being I’ve ever laid my eyes on, I would kiss him a million times over and then a million more if I could. He listens to exactly the same music as me, even bands I thought only I listened to, he likes the same movies as I do, and he doesn’t mind my Jersey Shore obsession.

His kisses are lovely, and he sends the best dirty texts I’ve ever received.

He knows I like him and for once in my life, I want this to go somewhere. I want him to be mine.

I’m just a typical 17 year old with a shit family and no friends.

maybe I’ll post the writing pieces I’m going to use for my uni application here.

I’m sure only a few people will lurk my old url. whatever

I genuinely think you don’t like me.

I’m hoping it’s all my insecurities, but something tells me it’s not.

I think I’m gonna tag this with your url or something, because I think I’m being too pushy when I start conversation all the time and I guess I’m sick of talking about my feelings.

We can have a break for a while, if you want?